Have you ever weight so much that you no longer weight yourself? I walk through life with this melancholy attitude toward everything. I have decided that it is time to lose the weight. I have decided that it is not a run to be thin but a journey to be healthy (borrowed from someone). I know for me that if I stay away from sweets and refined carbs the weight will come off. I weigh close to 400 pounds. It is insanity that this has happened. I should weigh about 200. Every so often I question what I am doing. I have belonged to this little bible study group for about 16 years. I no longer feel it is interesting and I fear the leader is getting a cult like mentality. It is now us against the world. God is going to judge the world but we will be fine. That is a dangerous thought pattern for a leader to have.

I am looking forward to the future as I take one day at a time to lose this weight. Also, taking one day at a time with my....

I have found an issue that American Christianity does not want to deal with, Pornography. I have struggled with it for over 30 years. I once was part of a group but it died. I feel there is no beliver in my life I can discuss this issue with in my life. Why? If this problem effects 50% of Christian men and 20-30% of Christian women and 50% of pastors then should not this be the number one issue being dealt with within the church. All politics and theology should be set aside to discuss this one issue. As long as the American church refuses to deal with pornography and other sexual issues it will continue to decline. I need help as do millions of others in this area.

Why is this being ignored?????